` 14nov2009 , prepare everythin done,
but did't go out. -_-''' . duhs.



went work, end work at 7pm, went mall with eric, accompany him to eat, walk around, had chocolate sundaes before we parted, that ger giv alots of hot chocolate its almost drippin. wahahas. part-ed and bus home aft that. was lookin for model around, when ii reac home. Thanks to ivy for bein my model. wo0ho0. its wasn't a purposely last mins to find model, but bcos huiying suddenly tel me, her cousin can't be my model. was so shock and angry when she told me abt this thing, its so last mins that she tel me, her cousin can't be my model. Arghs. afterall ii stil found ivy. :) hopefully tml she wil wake up. wahahas. ii'm so nervous nw for tml colourin practical exam, nervous than at work. OMG~ . alright, ii'm gonna hit the sack nw. that al for todaes. Byebye. :)

` Thanks those who hlp me look around for model. :)

` its so last mins thingy. ROAR.
you should noe my pattern, ii dun lyk it ger. :|

` taken ytd before goin to work. :)


went work, jiejie came to take her thin and we chat awhile with aunt. :) she left aft that. end work at 8plus. jio-ed sisi to jalan kayu eat and she agree. cos she miss me too much. wahahas. :) eat til damn full, chit chat awhile, cab home aft that. :) that goes my saturdaes. :) that al for the daes. Byebye. :)

` so weird and random of me tellin sisi & sweets that
ii suddenly feel lyk havin a BF. wahahas. :)

` aniiwaes, music playlist updated. :)

` Shirley, HAPPI 17TH BIRTHDAES. :)

` taken todaes before goin to work. :)


went work, aft work mit sweets accompany her to mac and eat then went darling hse. reac home around 2plus. :) ii'm veri slpy nw. that al for the daes Byebye. :)

` pic for todaes. :)



went sch todaes as per normal, retake my colouring theroy exam again, ohhsgosh, ii got mistake and ii keep rmb-ing that ques and that ans, and its keep appearing on my mind. Arghs. ii should hav chg my ans. damnit. :( went home aft sch. :) watch 海派甜心 went ii reac home, finish watchin al the 4episode that is out aready, waitin for the upcoming episode. wo0ts. faster release out. yeah. wahahahas. :) ii wana big laugh when ii watch that show. wahahas. xiaozhu and yangchenglin so funni. :) ii wonder if mikehejunxiang is in the show oso how would it be, its gotta be much mre funnier, ii tink. :) wahahahas. huiying cal me and conference with chelzia, did't tok much on the fone. :) sweets called me oso, had a little chat with her. :) called sisi aft that. :) that al for my daes. Byebye. :)

` ohhsya, my samsung fone, went to repair til nw 1week le,
they stil havn cal me ask me go collect. arghs.
that person stil sae mayb the next daes can collect le,
but nw aready 1 week le, they havn cal me to go collect. arghs. :(
WTH are they doin.? :(

` todaes sch seems so abnormal. =/ =X

` a pic of myself. :)


did't went sch todaes, slp til 4plus then wake up, took medicine, 6plus went dwn eat with mummy. 7plus 8pm, papa came bk frm work, went dwn see doctor. went home took medicine again. ohhays, ii chg my blogheader oso. :) look so small uh.? :) wahahas. :) ii'm gonna watch Hi, my sweetheart { 海派甜心 } nw online. that al for the daes. Byebye. :)

went sch todaes at 8plus, instead of aftnoon class. hlp out with them for tml graduating class. break, and hlp out with them til 5plus and went home. jus bath out, goin go dwn nw to mit sweets. :) ii'm fallin sick. :( update again when ii'm bk. :)

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went dwn and mit sweets, she accompany me to hav my dinner, then took medicine, went up to darling hse and look for her, 11plus accompany sweets mit her bf & co, went home aft that and hit the bed. :)

wow. 1st daes of the sch for this week. :) went sch around 9am, care lesson, HPM, we got to noe our perming practical result, ii'm on the border line pass onli. OMG~ SADDED, but expected. :) HSO, break, went lobster house to hav lunch tgt with sisi & daniel. went PM lesson aft that. :) went home straight aft sch. :) accompany mummy to hg point, bought this and that, and she bought me a pant a alibaba pant. :) wahahahas. mummy had her dinner while ii can onli watch her eat, sisi & ii start to deal with each othe that we can onli eat 1 meal a daes, but both of us break the rules. hahas. we started eatin snack durin 8plus. wahahas. went home aft that with 2 big bag. :) ohhsya, miss ang called me in the aftnoon when ii was on the lift home, she ask me to study my colour theory tonight, and tml go see her tgt with didi & jab, she sae my colour theory veri messy 乱七八糟 . :( izzit bcos since young til secondary/nw ii dun lyk study, dun lyk sch, that why nw in the course ii wan/lyk ii oso wil fail theory exam.? nonsense & random me. :) but nvm, ii did study jus nw, hopefully sth went into my mind and lock those notes up already, if not tml miss ang ask and ii noobnoob dunno how to ans. :( wahahas. alright, its 12.48am nw, gotta go slp le. shall be al for todaes. Byebye. :)

` mushroom is weird.
he text me in facebook ask me not to send cafes gifts or othe free gifts to him le.
and he delete me frm facebook. duhs. -_-'''

went work, aft work went home. had a chat with sisi over the fone on our waes home, as we end work around the same tyms. :) she so noob, got 相思病, 爱情病. wahahahas. :) she gotta kill me if ii continue sayin abt it. :) yeah, same, went dwn to hav dinner tgt with papa. :) eat til veri full. :) stay at home, did't go dwn and find them. :) yea, stay home and do HSO project, jus do finish, and email/send it to marilyn. :) gotta go bath nw and slp le. left a few hrs of beauty slp. :( that al for the daes. Byebye. :)

went work at 2plus, and left work at 6plus. dunno wad happen to me todaes, no mood at al. aunt let me go off early, she sae ii look restless, ask me go home slp. :) and ii stay at home, did't go dwn slack, onli go dwn hav dinner with papa. :) that al. :) chattin with sweets nw on the fone, and its 3.25am nw. arghs. hang dwn the fone not long ago, gotta go bath & slp le. :) that al for the daes. Byebye. :)

Thursdaes.

went sch at 1pm , sch start at 9am but ii went at 1pm. -_-''' wake up at 10plus 11am. prepare and bus-ed to sch. attend colourin lesson, we colour dolly head with 2 side different colour, and ther is filming goin on, on our class. daniel went for driving lesson, sisi left aft sch had done finish her thin as she got work, and left me. :( reuel accompany me to century square to fix my fone, dunno wad happen to my fone, turn on but restart again. bus-ed home aft that, bump-ed into farid in the bus and he accompany me to tok through out the whole journey. :) went home chg and prepare, darling came up my place, follow by sweets, then went dwn find the guys, darling and bf, sweets and ii cab to oasis tgt. :) its was sweets frens bdaes aft 12midnight. :) darling left at 3plus, left me & sweets, 6plus cab-ed home. :)

its wednesdaes.

Perming phase test. OMG~ ii did so badly, wad happen to me that daes, ii tink ii got a F bahs, the whole class most ugly and lousy wan ii tink. feel lyk givin up and not take the test half waes through the test. if there is a place for me to hide in at that point of tyms, ii wil surely hide in and let no one see me, with that ugly dolly hair. arghs. feel lyk crying with my perming phase test lor.

went to mit sisi & daniel at tm 1 then go sch tgt, hlp daniel with colourin sisi's hair, and trim her hair, miss ang is on mc todaes, whic mean ii did't take my theory exam. :( aft sch went tm 1 walkwalk, then went home, sweets came to my hse, left at 9plus, goin dwn mit them nw, jio-ed sweets to go eat at jalan kayu, but ii wasn't that hungry, feelin so bored, so sian. hahahahas. aniiwaes, someppl jus tink that " HIS " car/lorry is freakin importance to us, that why we wana go out with him. PUI~ take a look at it first, without your car or lorry this is stil 1 vehicle cal CAB/TAXI. get the fact right, you're the one that jio us out, not us. dun sae til we're the one jio-in you out everytyms. thickskin. alrightalright, ii wil stop the complaintin. goin dwn mit sweets they al le. sweets is rushin me. :) hahas. update again. :) cheers.

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jalan kayu eat and cab-ed home. :)

reac home this mornin 6plus, the feelin of bein drunk was sucky. reac home straight lie on the sofa, ther is Theory TEST todaes, but ii'm in this stage. wad's happenin to me, skip sch recently, exma did't attend. OHHSGOSH. wed ther is permin practical hopefully ii wont late or skip sch, if not onli can get 50% of the mark. when ii wake up jus nw ii was on my own bed, couldn't rmb how ii got myself to bed, my fone got alots of miss cal and text, most of its was frm sisi. miss ang called me, my hse but no one ans, called my grandma hse and told her, ii got exam but ii did't attend. OMG~ miss ang text me, sayin she wan see me tml during colourin lesson and ii gonna do the theory exam, no mre 3rd chance. bring bk the old self, the old cynthia that go sch regularly, the old cynthia that won't, won't attend exam. skipping sch wasn't my life. arghs. its the last tyms. pls. gonna do HSO project nw. hopfully can be done by todaes, someone hlp me with it can.? wasn't veri gud in powerpoint.

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finally done with the powerpoint thingy. sisi sae is short and simple, hopefully lyk this can bahs. lyk so lousy, so weird. sweets jio-ed to go tm, town and oasis. actually meetin her at town but project wasn't done, so didn't go, oasis she jio to go, dun intend to go at first actually as tml got retest, scared over slept again, but she sae they won't stay long as ther is work for them tml oso, was tinkin aniithin lor, but mum and brother stopped me frm goin out, sound so weird uh, mum added in lots of salt and vinegar. -_-''' so did't go aniiwaes, stay at home for the whole daes. :) mayb its a gud thin aniiwaes, cos ii'm sort off broke nw. wahahas. jus ring up sweets, they're stil at dwn stair havn yet go. wow. they gonna stay til veri late uh, half waes on the fone with her, her fone hang dwn, cal bk but its off, so weird of her fone. wahahas. ohhsya, my barbell seems lyk rustyrusty lyk that the feelin, sweets oso got the feelin that the barbell is rusty. hmmm, why izzit lyk that. izzit lyk wad sisi sae its healin that why got this feelin. aniione anii idea.? feel lyk chgin the barbell but jus pierce few daes bk onli, heard frm sweets, darling pierce her tongue her ownself. OMG~ . alright, its 1.52am nw, ii'm turnin in soon. night ppl. :) that al for the daes. Byebye. :)

` tml retest onli got 50% of the marks. OMG~ :(
blame ownself then.
wish me gud luck for tml exam. :) cheers. :)

grandma and papa ask me to take out my stud. :( they're worry abt me. went work, dunno why my 2nd aunt noe abt my piercing, she sae colleague told her, and sae ii waste money, she ask me to show it to her, she even comment, why my piericing seems so inside, why not outside abit. wahahs. end-ed work, went to mit sweets for porridge again, todaes can eat a bit faster aready not lyk the 1st and 2nd daes. went to usual place wait for darling to come, 11plus suddenly they ask if wan go pub to celeb their frens bdaes, sweets and darling agree to go, so we went Oasis, its jus somewher near PLAY. wahas. wasn't that drunk at first, the longer we stay the mre drunk we're. this tyms the 3 of us was drunk, normally is sweets and darling, but darling ytd seems awake not ver drunk, onli sweets and me. soon the song start to be R&B and everybody was high, club ther, darling grinded me, we grinded sweets tgt, sweets start to be hight oso, grinded tgt with us. :) darling and ii can/could be crazy at tyms, we was over our limit between the both of us, couldn't believe it oso that ii'm/we're doin that. am ii/are we reli veri drunk that why we're lyk this.? but darling seems to awake, so qing xin, doesn't seems drunk at al. nvm abt it. :) its enjoyable, the 3 of us enjoys to the fullest. its the first tyms we're lyk this. :) ohhsya, ii rmb someone pull me to " him " while ii was standing and his reaction was suck, sweets and ii went to the toilet we saw him oso, his reaction sucksucksuck, sweets was angry abt it. pui. :) cab bk home with sweets, darling & co. lucky no vomit. :)

` its was a crazy night. :)
superly crazy. :)
iilovethem. :) iilovegfs. :)
loves sweets & darling. :)

show papa and mum my piercing. went work, colleague was shock that ii pierce my tongue, rean was agitated when ii show it to her. sean sae kissing is great with tongue piercing. -_-''' show aunt oso, she wasn't surprise or aniithin. :) asked her to hlp me cut my fringe, she sae ii got the right person, mushroom this tyms, she trim my whole hair oso. :) added a few strand of extendsion oso. :) thanks aunt. ended work, went to mit sweets, was hungry but both us can't eat much thin, went to eat porridge with her, took us a longlong tyms to eat finish. sweets came my hse, took fotos frm her camera. went dwn look for darling when she reac, slack, emson came, when home aft not long. :)

somethin to reveal. opps. wad that.? :)
wan it, tink it, try it, taste it.
Virgin attempt.
nothin special actually, its Tongue piericng. everythin happen so sudden. its a fridaes normin when ii wake up prepare myself and leave home to mit sweets at bus to tm, went to xcraft then had mac for our breakfast,lunch and dinner. await for the clock to hit 2pm, accompany sweets to see her fone, then to century square, bk to x-craft, and the lady came, sweets and ii prepare ourself, sweets went first for it follow by me. the pain was bearable, blood stopped aft awhile, but sweets's stil bleeding. aft 1yrs of thought and wanting finally ii got it done. :) wo0ts. took train with sweets she went work, while ii went to mit sisi. Sorri sisi for the delay, nv tot its goin to be so late done oso. :) went JB again, this tyms we reli seems lyk go JB jus for k-session, walk around and came bk sg, went Music story with sisi to mit her frens xieshun and leon. :) went PLAY and Taboo. :) free entry for early bird, wahah. e-bar for drink. :) PLAY so less ppl, keep walkin in and out, PLAY and Taboo. wahah. the ppl there might be tinkin we're crazy. :) stil fun aniiwaes. :) cab bk home with sisi frens, greg. :) sweets actually meetin me to pass her Oral-B but ii came bk too late, she went home first.

did't went sch todaes again. wad's happenin to me, sch machiam my parent open wan, keep nv go sch. hate it. stay at home the whole daes, night went dwn mit gfs they al. :)

sch, went sch for 1hrs, hso cancel, permin practical end, sisi & ii went home, did't attend the team buildin, went home chg and went out to mit sisi again to JB. wo0ts. sth special todaes, we went sing K at jb. whahas. its different from sg kbox, the room normal size, but the tv is those bigbig screen wan. wahahas. and student rate onli RM 8++ with 3 dish food and 2 drink. wow. wad a great deal uh, and the bil onli Rm 30plus, that mean each person onli $6plus. wowowow. wahahas. went bk sg aft k-session, went home to put thin and went dwn mit sweets, darling they al. went home aft that.

couldn't wake up for sch. huiying called me, mit up with her, accompany her to rebond her hair, decided to do scalp treatment oso, her rebondin so long. wahahs. meetin up with her is great. :) bus home aft that. :)

reached tm inter, accompany sisi bus bk yishun to take our PM project materials bus bk sch again with daniel. :) PM presentation, Ikea for lunch aft that, went to mit eric at funan, marina square, farrer park, mustafa aft that, cabb-ed bk hg with eric, went to find sweets, darling they al, went home aft that. fall aslp while watchin tv, quick went bath & slp. :)

went work, aft work mit eric for dinner at compass, shop around, did't manage to get my DKNY Green Apple. :( shop & chill. ring up J and ask him thin, sot plug me doin this silly thingy. -_-''' chew~ part-ed with eric, bus-ed home. :) jio-ed darling to go runnin, but she dun wan. so here ii'm bloggin nw. :) wil be uploadin fotos soon. :) alright, shall be al for todaes.
Byebye.

` OhhsGosh. wad's happenin to me, why did ii miss you.
OhhsGosh. can ii big cry and cry everythin out,
and everythin wil be fine and bk to normal, bk to square one.
` 这次换我说谎了。
lets be singlelicious family my dear frens. :)