Saturday, September 6, 2008

ytd night 4plus goin 5 then slp. was playin audi. hahas. wake up at 2plus todaes. No exam todaes. :) went Huiting hse to hlp her buy thin, cos she dun hav key to cum out. Mit up with Kehui in the bus around 5plus, head to Bugis. she bought her slipper, walk around street, then went to buy thin to fil our stomach, sit dwn and eat. actually goin Junction but dunno why dun feel lyk goin in the end. kehui suddenly not feel well, her lips was lyk so damn white, at the tyms was around 6plus alots of ppl waitin fer bus, oso nid wait bus veri long, so we decided to take cab bk Hougang. and WTF. cost us $23.60 but we pay $23 cos reli no money le. This is the first tyms that me & kehui took cab til so xpensive wan. The driver sae bcos we at inside the city so got xtra charge plus pick hrs. WTH. then went kehui hse. 10plus bus-ed home le. :) wana play audi but sever dwn. It 4.37am nw. Rainin. jus play afew around of audi. goin slp nw. yawns. :) That al fer the daes. Byebye. :)


` Happi 16 Birthdaes Kehui. :)
Can watch Nc16 le worx. :)
wahahas. :)

Thursday, September 4, 2008

English paper todaes. ii did't hav enough tyms. paper 2 last 2 page aniihow do de. AAAAHHHH. :'( Compo ii dunno whether ii got write til 200words not. AAAAHHHH. How. :'( aft paper 1 went sch outside to eat, then went bk sch fer paper 2 again. aft paper 2 went AMK Hub again with Chelzia and Chenjiao. Huiying dun wan go. went to watch Wall E . quite a nice show. hees. not veri lame lyk wad other sae. :) hees. aft movie bus-ed bk home with Chelzia. That al fer the daes. :) Byebye. :)


` Wall.E & Eva . :)
I notice it. Yet i pretend i dunno.
i Really dunno wat to say le. Quite tired.
It really hurts me, I feel so upsad thinking
of the old time. Untill i dun wan remenber.
I care about your feeling not saying out.
I put myself in your shoe to things how you feel.
Hiding everythings. Just not to lost a friend
like you. You ARe the first who I put in so
much. Now i puting at act. ABit guity, yet
i am much happy. I sleep more well, last time
when night come i could'nt not stop thinking of
all things. I also dunno why. Cus i the
most qutie time bahx. Maybe not enough good to
understand you. Sorry i not a good friend of
Your. I don't understand you.

I always Remenber last time i use to tell
you everythings & I ask about your things
I got ur reply was NTH LARHX. Now i understand
my feeling. But i did'nt care much that time,
slowly i find in really very unfair lohx. I
tell you everythings, but u nvr tell me?

Got One time ah hong korkor asked me.
kor: How come your friend go our never ask you de?
How come they like that derhx. I tough you all very
close dehx. My kor even ask she like very unhappy saw us
here lehx.

Not Because of Chen Jiao things i don't
trust you le. It the things between me
and you.

Even that Chenjiao Things I don't even
know at first. Only u four know only at
first. YOu never wanted me to know. You only
Tell chelzia and puiying wat? You already
don't trust me from the start le.

How i felt? nth.

I know I was the first who Hurts you first.
I was too childish In the old days. Too
straight forwards sometIMES I i did not know
i hurts u. ALl i wanted was Having fun. I forget
You are older then me. BUt Now i REMENBER le.
I wont do Such thing to you. x3 it kept remind me.

LAstly,
i dunno wanted to say so much cus.

1. You will say " we dun be friend le"
2. You will Get angry.
3. You will get hurts.
4. We will Cry.
5. Nothing seem to change.

I Don't Wanna go remenber it so much.
I write Wat i remenber le.

I Really tell you everythings last time.
I reallty TRUSTED YOU ALOTS. That all bahx.

I Don't wanna talk about last time le.
I wanna A New begining. x33 hahas. I been
trying my best to forget. How about you?

Even It cant be totally prefect.
AT last we Try, Cant be very close friend
Is really not important le. AT last we Still
Are friend.

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Sorri. ii did't noe,, ii cause u to hav sleepless night last tyms.
sorri ii make you til you dun wish to rmb the past.
Becos you're the onli one hu understand. Becos you're jus too gud fer me.
That ii lost my temper on you jus lyk how ii lost my temper on my family member.
the ans you wan ii alwaes can't giv bcos ii dun even noe the ans myself.
if ii dun trust u frm the start why would ii stil choose u as my frens.?
Yes, we was childish in the past, havin fun was wad we aim fer.
but aint nw le.
ii yearn so hard that we'll be bk at the past. but that impossible le. ii noe.
ii nv wanted to 4get it at al.
Sorri to make your memoriies so sad.
Sorri to make imperfect in your past.
Sorri to make you bein a beginner again.
Yes, we might stil be frens, yet the feelin wasn't lyk last tyms,
lyk how we use to enjoy.

was it al my naive, wishful tinkin.?
since 1/1/08 everythin chg.

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Mmm,, is hard to say thing out,,
you also know,,is not a easy thing
for people to just say out or even
is their own problem is not easy..^^

If you stand in a way which If I had
do something wrong,, what will you
think of me?? hard to say..?? ^^

Or put me into your situation,, &
put you into my situation.. what will
you thing of me,, hate me,, distrusted
in me??

If it is so do you think is easy to tell
me?? ^^ can you just say out easily
to me?? I think not easy bahx??

you also know i'm a people which
wont wish to lose a friend.. ^^ even
the people i hate i will so still be
friend with them.. =) But also must
see who they are..? ^^

The problem you have create it
& you need to destroy it by
yourselves... ^^ although it's hard
to do it,, but is happen & stay..
Time will pass very fast.. ^^

if you cant hold onto this kind of
thingy anymore.. then you shouldn't
had start it.. ^^

Dun feel angry or sad.. just to tell you.. ^^

Chelzia,, as your friend here.. cheer up!! ^^
you can overcome it oneday.. ^^ you have
already step on the way which you are
regret in.. ^^

So continue to walk dunno stop.. ^^
one day,, you will find a way which
is for you to start anew.. ^^

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Sorri ii neglect your situation le.
the person you hate u'll stil be frens with them,
izzit me or XXX .?
Yes, tyms pass fast, it N's nw 1mre mth we wil leave this sch.
But wad ii dun wish to start had aready start.
the fact is out.
ii'm angry fer why am ii so silly to destroy the relationship between me & her.
Yes, Thanks fer bein ther as my frens.

Chelzia, sorri. ii log in ur acc to take the post.

Cos ii wasn't able to copy frm ur blog.
Sorri.

But did your hate me, distrust me.?
Ger, ii yearn fer the past so much.

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3/9/08

Chinese Listening todaes.
was ok. hahas. aft exam went Amk hub with Chelzia and Huiying. cos they wana buy Yougurt. not $1 le but $1.50 le. Chelzia even sae wed dun nid go ther le. hahas. cos $1.50 le ma. hahas. shop around and headed bk home. :) Huiying hlp-ed me to create Audition le. hahas. stil dun reli noe how to play yet. hahas. Lvl 2 onli. aniiwaes, Thanks Huiying fer hlpin me to create audi. hees. :) stay at home the whole daes, was feelin better, did't take anii medicine todaes. :) 9plus Roger called me up. end up he sae, he cal me ltr cos ii lyk veri " Pek Cek " told him no la, dun tink too much. hahas. then Queenie called me up, chatted with her oso. :) hees. That al fer the daes. :) Byebye. :)


` Tml English paper 1 & 2 le. :)
Jiayou worx ger. :)

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

it 9.55am nw, jus back frm sch. had Chinese written paper jus nw. had a few mistake ii tink. cos we compare ans. Hurhur. went sch outside ther to eat jus nw, near Peiying ther. and onli Me and Huiying went home nia. the rest dunno go wher. hahas. cos we got second paper at 2pm. English Listening. well. English Listenin was ok. :) got mistake. ii tink. hahas. went home prepare then went AMK Hub with Kehui and Huiting. :) reached home around 8pm. ii had diarrhoea fer two. so 8plus Papa brin me to doctor. $21 . and 1MC . reached home eat the medicine. and ii onli took 1 pill. 9plus ii start to vomit. and ii total vomit 5tyms. OMG~ ii tink this is the first tyms ii vomit til so mani tyms. Oh Gosh. That al fer the daes. Byebye. :)

` N lvl start le. :)

Monday, September 1, 2008

stay at home the whole daes. 1plus then wake up. :) hahas. wanted to chg blogskin but got so mani error. so ii decided to chg bk the blogskin again. :) wil chg it again next tyms. hahas. huiying called me up askin me whether wan go gym not. but ii dun feel lyk goin. :) Sorri yeah.? :) well. goin study nw. :) Tml N's start le. :) Ohhs ya. ytd at msn Huimin tel me, if ii got aniithin dunno in study can ask her, if she can hlp. :) Thanks you. ii'm surprise. wahahas. :) alright that al fer the daes. :) Byebye. :)

` N lvl start tml. :)
Jiayou le peeps. :)


` aft al my conscience is clear.

ii lie ii admit. :)
Yes, helper wil got caught too,
but not bein sentence to death. :)

aniiwaes, Happi 18 Birthdaes. :)


Happen to pass by Chelzia blog,
and ii saw a msg written by her. :)
Tear seems to be rollin on my eyes.
but well, nvm.
ii'm stil standin strong,
standin strong infront of u guys.
Dun hav to sae u dunno how to tel me,
perhaps ii'm the one askin fer this to happen,
ever since the whole story start.
though ii'm not the mastermind to set up this story.
yet she sae ii'm helper. okaes. ii admit.
ii'm helper. My retribution has cum.
But the mastermind hu set up this Fcukin idea wil soon
get his retribution sooner or later.
Retribution seem to be on his waes.
wait and see.

Chelzia and Huiying,
yes, ii lie to her.
you al oso can choose to dun trust me nw.
perhaps if u al reli dislyk me nw or dun trust me.
can leave a msg at u al de blog, if u al dunno how to tel me,
ii can leave.
or even be a acquaintance { Hi, Bye frens. }
to you al wil do. :)
ii seems to be tired.
Reli.
It's enough.
ii dun tink ii can hold on to this kind of thingy aniimre.
Pls.
Soft shell crab.


Miso Soup.



Hahas.



Toilet.





Cynthia, Yeexian.





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wake up at 11plus. bath, eat & prepare. 2plus mit Yeexian at my hse here. :) pei Mama go bugis first, then aft that me & yeexian went Tanjong Pagar, Icon village to hav Sakae Sushi. reac ther around 4.? eat til 6pm. cost us $16 each and u can eat til damm full, we eat until we bend dwn and walk. :) hahas. inside Sakae we was the onli customer ther so quiet, but yeexian sae noisy abit then fun. hahas. til 5plus then got ppl cum in. hahas. Ohhs ya. yeexian giv me eat salmon fish too. OMG~ the taste was. GGGGRRRR. wahahas. and she sae is nice. hahas. and we throw awaes some food oso. we keep lookin at the ppl to see whether they got saw wad we doin not. but luckily no. hahas. aft that was cam-whorin at the toilet ther. and the shoppin centre not al shop open. and we train to Bugis again. bought Fake eyelash curler and clog shoe. wo0ts. :) hahas. yeexian bought heels too. veri nice. :) she told me in msn sae she lyk the heels. hahas. and we trained bk home. :) Ken tok to me in msn le. :) but he dun seem to be lyk last tyms le. dunno why oso. hahas. :) Roger suddenly cal me, shocked sia. chatted with him quite awhile. had quite a gud chat with him. :) hahas. alright shall stop here le. That al fer the daes. :) Byebye. :)


` Hav fun goin out with Yeexian todaes. :)
although we seldom contact each other,
but we stil hav fun. :)
Thanks. :)

` 1 Mre daes to N lvl.
Jiayou le peeps. :)