reac home this mornin 7.15am . wash up and quickly go to bed, set alarm at 8.30am and oso 9plus. but ii did't manage to wake up. -_-''' happen to wake up and saw the tyms is 11am le, lesson start at 12am, cmf goin late le so decided not to go sch. slp bk til 1plus then wake up, bath & prepare, went polyclinic to see doctor, reac polyclinic at around 2pm and left the polyclinic at 3plus. so long. -_-''' went home aft seein doctor. on com & surf the net. and al of a sudden ii burst into tears, ii reli cry out loud, ii ring up sweets and she accompany me on the fone fer awhile. she was shock that ii suddenly cry out on the fone. hang dwn with her on the fone le, went to hav a wash up, and not long korkor came bk and ii went dwn to buy dinner had dinner with korkor at home. :) it's 9.02pm nw, ii'm on the fone with sweets fer 1hr. ltr goin runnin with darling and sweets is accompanyin us. :) shall be al fer todaes. Byebye. :)
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did't went runnin jus nw, mit up with sweets & darling & co, and ii'm paiseh to run, so did't run, but slack with them instead. :) it's 1.55am nw le. gonna go slp soon le. :) Byebye. :)

` ii read through my send item todaes while waitin fer the doctor to cal on my queue number,
ther is quite a number of memories in it. :)
ii reli dunno how ii should express out my feelin, cos ii myself oso dunno wad's my feelin nw.
the feelin was veri weird, veri complicated, veri confuse. reli dunno.
yes, mayb by cryin out wil hlp, but it doesn't reli hlp much in the end.
and mayb ii should jus try to sae out, " We could be the best of frens " to myself and remind myself not to tink much abt it.
lyk wad ii sae to sweets & darling, " No point waitin fer a seed that wont grow a plant. " yupp.? :) perhaps or mayb ther is stil some reason behind it, whic ii might not noe oso. :)
and well, mayb frens was gud enough that they jus wana hlp me in it, but the hlp might turn out to be a veri awkward scene between the both of us, ii tink. haiish. :( :)
This is not goodbye,
This is staring over,
If you wanna know,
I don't wanna let go.
Boy, ii miss you. :)