ytd slp at 4plus in the mornin, but ii wake up at 1pm this aftnoon. ii tot ii would slp lyk until 2plus , 3plus or perhaps 4plus. wahas. went hg mall to mit chelzia first then walk to swimming pool. wow. so fun. wahas. when home around 8plus 9pm. :) mayb we could go swim again tml. yeahyeah. ^_^v wahas. :) its 12.12am nw, jus bath out not long ago. :) Arghs. everytyms when ii close my eyes everythin flash through my mind, wad happen ytd keep flashin through. ii feel lyk throwin everythin out, cry everythin out, seeing fren bein this waes, { but ii tink, ii wont cry out. ii hope ii won't. :) } that barbie doll face, that whole scene, at toilet, outside smokin area, outside zirca carpark. why do al this to make yourself suffer.? Once bitten, twice shy. arghs. wtf am ii typing al this. ROAR~ its 3.46am nw, but ii'm stil so awake usin com, how to wake at 6.30am ltr on huh. hahas. goin to be cousin model. wahas. colourin my hair. :) happi cos goin to colour and darken hair, sad cos HAIR SO DRY ALREADY. wahas. alright-alright, ii'm gonna catch my beauty slp soon. :) Tml wil be a better and wonderful daes. :)

` ii told you so, rmb.?